The respect and care which sunk.

Maybe I could have spoken to her. I thought she may feel disrespectful (which every others are)and held back.

Maybe I could have approached her in a less stalking way. I thought she might think I’m not serious and playful.

Maybe I could’ve spoken to her in front of the public. I thought she might feel pressured. So I decided against it.

She may even feel how weak I’m. Which I’m not, obviously!

Out of guilt, stress & disbelief, I explained the whole scenario to MY HER(The MOM).

She asked me to talk to her!

Finally, we spoke!

I realized that ” It is not what you think it is. It is what it is”.